My Mom is starting to piss me off for whatever it is she only cares about --MONEY-- I am ready to imbarrasse her on the world wide web as much as possible so yeah I amso sick of her giving me only $75 a month in US Dollars. Out of my Social Security Income in which it is bull shit she I found out was the one who didn't pay rent i Hillsboro while I was in Hillsboro Jr. High School at the time while she wa "over the road".
You know I need to know the FUCKING TRUTH
I HATE HER FOR MY MONEY AND HER LIES. I want someone to take me to the Social Security Office so I can have mydad claim the mone and be better about moneyand REALLY TEACH ME HOW TO USE IT THE RIGHT FUCKING WAY!!!
FUCK MY WORLD AND I HATE MY HEAD!!!

75$ isn't so bad if it's monthly many 18 years old French people don't even get an allowance at all and are still under their parent's care for pretty much everything at this age.
Moderate your anger until you really find out the truth.
I am a spoiled B**** at times But I'l change that as much a I can, I will try to be more paitence with my mom, and try to think before I act.
If you wantme to, I can delete that journal entry.
You said you had a mental illness, anger is part of it. You're a good person for all I saw about you up to now, so if here and there you get angry like this it's fine.
Being who you are, it's good enough like this don't stress yourself over how you are, one step at a time, you'll make the progress you can and become someone that tags along without those anger strikes. If you get angry like this, then just apologize to the person you offended saying you are in the process to regulate that. Most of people will understand, others are just not worth your time and efforts !
Cheer yourself !
~ Ukyuu ~
Have an awsome day, okay?
If you ever feel the urge to vent again, instead of your journal, you can note me anytime. I won't judge you or anything, but if it can make you feel better and if I can give you the slightest bit of comfort, I believe it is something good.
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